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Tuesday, January 18, 2011

"dad" had been recently charged bankrupt.. basically this post is to vent my frustration.

i dunno he's stupid or wad.. he needs to fill up a statement of affair (some document required to fill up before he attends the bankruptcy briefing), n the paper states clearly that any f...alse information will lead to a fine or jail / both.. i told him clearly about this.. n when he go to the person whom are allocated to assit him in completing the form.. he told the person he is not employed... is he darn stupid or wad.. govt can check tis sort of info within seconds.. end up we insist he go back ask the person amend for him..

den tat day he went for the briefing.. they told him to open a insolvency account, which requires a $100 initial deposit.. he was given a form to do so at any bank.. den he go ask the bank open acct need how much.. the bank told him $500.. den he come back say no money open acct.. he nv bring tat form down of cos tat fellow in the bank tell him $500.. and on the 11th he was told to open the acct.. till now haven open.. n his repayment to the creditors will be deducted on the 16th of jan.. so i ask him how he going to pay the repayment scheme.. he say the person say can pay via singpost also.. den i ask him why nv go pay yet since already over 16th.. he say he dunno how.. den i ask him why u nv ask the person how to pay at singpost.. he replied: i thought you can make it.. meaning to say he think i know how to.. he is the one tat attend the briefing n expect me to know wad was briefed.. what sort of person is he man.. as though i was charged bankrupt before and i noe the whole damn procedure..

there are lots of ungraceful thing he did.. many stupid comments he made tat make all of us within this family disappointed.. since when will have a dad owe people money den say mortgage the house n ask the son to repay the loan.. wad crap is this.. n say if dun pay den dun stay here.. Wt* man.. i almost left home when my mom told me he told her tat.. he's so dependent on my mom to remind him on everything single little thing till my mom everyday feel stress.. being bankrupt also because of stupid things he did while being a boss.. n now problem arises he expects us to be the one to help him solve, putting all the pressure on us whereby he lives normally like a usual person? and when he went to attend the briefing my mom told me he took a cab there.. wad kind of bankrupt person is this.. wad bullshit.. i had given up on tis man named dad since i was born..

on 9:48 PM

Monday, June 07, 2010

last week before i ord.. have to finish the clearance stuffs by weds cos it seems like thurs and fri wouldnt have time.. all these could be done in one day but the people needed are all over the world.. =.= dun quite understand the system n need for it.. wadever it is.. 2 yrs are over soon..
seems so long yet so short also.. jus like over in a blink.. im happy i got into this vocation.. its godlike.. second to none...

im happy i secured a job soon enough too.. hope all will be well and colleagues will be nice people.. first job, excited but also filled with lots of anonynomous.. unknown future.. new phrase of life.. yet again.. but tis is one which would last forever i guess.. adult working life.. growing older and seeing this world changing..

met up with poly mates ytd.. haven met for quite a long time.. used to have plenty of close frens in poly.. but ever since NS dunno y a lot had gone... miss the poly life so much.. returning back occasionally for table tennis training makes me miss the times spent in np even more.. one of the greatest part of my life.. life was boring until i start poly.. new experiences, friends and all.. din regret going into np.. gave me so much memories.. i wished time had pass slower back then..

time for bed.. gotta return to base everyday this week.. last 4 days or NS.. hahas..

on 10:17 PM

Saturday, June 05, 2010

haven blog for a super long period.. well, life is the same.. as usual..
family issues alway is around.. respect need to be earned.. not demanded..
but if not for the fact tat things are.. i wouldnt bother.. jus dun push me to my limits..
or else wad happened in my dream would happen in real..

brief update on wad happened recently

family status : little ups n many downs
career status: great, going ord soon and got a job
relationship: can be better

wished life were better.

on 11:31 PM

Tuesday, November 24, 2009

y grumble when u can alway choose another way out.
jus wished i can leave soon.

on 9:57 PM

Wednesday, November 04, 2009

its like so wtf..
do i look like im born to be the messenger?
u all got qns ownself ask the other..
stop asking me to ask tis n tat den pass the msg back.. damn it

on 10:01 PM

Monday, November 02, 2009

haven blogged for so long.. had been really lazy i muz admit..
dad had been thru his op n he's fine so far.. his health has improved
but some things stays the same.. i dunno y...
y is it u have to use me as a middle person between u two?
is it so hard to say wad u wan personally? y muz kip ask me pass msg?
y muz call me jus to ask questions abt him? y?
im so stuck in between.. bullets flying all over above my head.. n that is giving me pressure..

life has been very monotonous.. im so tired...
everyday jus passes as though nth had happened..
i feel so empty.. im glad i have frens tat can bring smiles to my face..
im glad i have a gf who can stand my temper.. be it whether im wrong or not..
i jus miss the good old days.. but life gotta move on..

i have a goal.. i wanna pursue a degree.. but think it wont happen anytime soon..
i think i really wasted my poly education.. i have a diploma.. but a gpa of 2.8 is bullshit diploma..
i regret y i din heed the advice of people whom had told me to study hard..
now only can think of how good it would be if i can get into uni....
im full opf envy those who made it.. but i can only blame myself so being a big slacker in poly..

i promise myself if i can pursue my degree, i will work a million times harder den i did in poly..
i promise myself i will make life easier for my kids in future..

its never too late to work hard i hope.

on 8:11 PM

Friday, August 28, 2009

good things tat happened recently:
- 2 yr n 3 mths
- improving at work
- gd weather when needed
- getting happy for being lucky
- off today
- dad discharged from hospital, soon surgery appt
- ate sakae buffet today
- play mj today, zi mo da san yuan!
- new psp game to play
- did 6 chin up tis morning ( if only tis standard can be maintained =/)

so full now!

on 10:09 PM