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Sunday, July 29, 2007

long time no blog due to tight schedule... haha..
hmm...
jus pass 2mth le.. happy tat everything is fine..
life have nv been so gd till 2 mth ago..
i really appreciate wad i have now.. n i would still like to say:
thank u my dear, if not for all tat u had done for me, i would nv realise how much u meant to me.
i love u laopo si ting. muacks..

hope u enjoyed urself ytd.. though sat n wait for a long time for the firework..
think ur leg n pi gu sit till pain also le...
next time we shall find a better place to sit =)

2 days later will be my IP presentation.. no idea how its going on..
hopefully they have done a gd job.. feel a bit freeloader.. think better ask them is there anything for me to do... haa.. although i noe i contributed to the report.. but not slides.. i hope they wont mark me down? hehe.. cos all are my gd frens.. but i was backstabbed once by another guy whom i regard as good fren. or even best fren in poly.. nvm.. im not petty... n i noe i was in the wrong.. but i jus not happy tat he nv tell me den jus mark me down..

recently kip raining, dunno y... hopefully can see the sun soon...
rainy days arent gd... spoils the day... haha =x

i miss u laopo..
on 1:47 PM

Tuesday, July 17, 2007

long time nv blog le... everthing is fine..
although life seems to be getting more n more busy
today polite has ended...
so far i guess tis is my worst polite ever?
i only won 1 match.. perhaps i had already lost my faith in playing?
today i play my worst match.. cos i din feel like playing at all?
i know i can win easily.. but i din wan to win? i dunno y either.. haha
i din noe wad i doing actually... jus had no mood to play...
its time for me to make a decision.. whether i shld continue..
i dun wanna let the team down.. but i had lost tat spirit of winning..
i shld say today wad i had done is a bad act of sportmanship..
if i were to rate myself for sportmanship i would probably give myself 6/10
haha... cos sometime my emotion would rule over my mind..
especially when i feel too hyped or too low mood...
if i were to continue, i noe i will train very hard..
cos i dun wanna regret after i grad..
i think i shld continue.. guess i will have to put in 100% for training le ba..
have to be serious le.. i probably will train my juniors more...
especially the girls team.. cos i can see the potential in them...
the only motivation for me to stay in the team is my juniors..
cos i think its my duty to help them improve...

society work are getting more n more busy..
sometimes i feel quite stress juggling with all the work
but i noe i chose tis path myself.. n i have to face it...
esporte is coming soon n i will have to work hard...
i think i will devote all my time for the next few days for esporte..
cos i noe i did very little actually.. time to make up for them...
project deadlines are drawing near and all things jus seems to come tgr...
hope i can handle... n i hope esporte will be a big success..

thank u laopo for coming down today... trouble u to travel ard...
n im glad i finally can put on the ring for u..
tat makes us more like husband n wife =x hehe
i love u laopo.. looking forward to our future.. muacks for u..
on 11:38 PM

Wednesday, July 11, 2007

hmmm.... today is a suay day..
shall not talk more abt it..
im considering whether i should give up rep nptt..
lead 10-2 n i lost.. i dunno y.. n how it happened..
jus hate myself for losing.. n i hate losing..
im thinking if i shld help coach the players instead..
i dun feel like playing for np.. cos i noe i nid proper training..
but i dun hav... now i dun even feel like playing nyp on tues..
everything start from the mistake i made in the past.. sighs..

thanks for being by my side darling... love u.. muacks...
on 11:26 PM

Friday, July 06, 2007

just realised how busy im... things r getting more cramped up...
i jus hope i din chose tis path in the first place...
i'm not saying i regret over decision i made.
but now tat im in tis situation, i should give my best for it..
3 years of best society consecutive.. shall do my best to continue the tradition..

grasping for time..
nid a better time mgt.
on 12:25 AM

Sunday, July 01, 2007

long time nv blog due to china trip..
well, now im back... jus have this feeling of dun wan go sch..
like nv rest at all den sch starts... i wan a break...

during the trip there's happy things and unhappy things happen..
there r things tat make me feel irritated..
certain people are jus too sensitive?
and do childish thing tat make me feel irritated..
shall not mention who it is..

now tat im back i wanna enjoy the local food..
really miss it.. nasi lemak, prata, fried kway teow, hokkien mee...
many many more... today had chicken rice with my laopo..
think tmr before going sch i will have nasi lemak..
hahahaha.. anyway happy tat today i manage to spend the whole day with laopo
thank u laopo for acc me go wisma first... think u were bored there..
i had a great time with u today... really miss u lots when i was over there..
so happy to be able to hold ur hand.. hug u.. n kiss u =x

july will be a busy month.. hopefully everything will be fine..
preparation for esporte... polite... and finally actual esporte..
guess being in MC really filled up my schedule... tat was wad i wanted...
but now feel tat it could be a burden to me.. but since im in..
i will put in my best and try to do my duty well...

finally im back..
miss my laopo..
the food..
my family..
take care my laopo..
on 11:38 PM