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Sunday, December 31, 2006


woohoo.. ytd was 2nd mth anniversary... i brought a small pillow for darling... she brought me a baby tigger! omg... i love baby tigger... hahaha.. so cute... nice to hug also... hehe... thanks darling...

ytd afternoon went PS meet jie to pass her present for her b'day.. Happy b'day jie.. =p after tat pei jie go pcbunk buy prepaid card for her fren.. den after tat she went to mit her frens.. i din noe wad to buy for darling.. so i went back to PS n walk around... den saw the pillow quite cute.. so buy for her...

sch reopening soon... nid to study again le... haha... my 2 weeks break like not really break like tat... tiring... ivp competition coming soon... start on 11 jan... NP is like underdogs man... hopefully other schs be like chelsea like tat.. play below standards.. lol.. den we got chance... =x but chances are really low...

ytd chelsea drew again... so happy sia.. hahahahhaa... man utd won... rocks man... man utd gonna be EPL Champions! =x... later going er yi hse... might be home late ba.. cos new yr eve ma... so will be very late den come home ba... =/ sorry darling.. cant pei u chat on phone.. but online i can =p

the tigger so cute! wahahaha
ty darling i love the Tigger.
but i love u more =D.

on 1:25 PM

Thursday, December 28, 2006

blog for the sake of u. ><

today wednesday liao. next week sch reopens.. sux.. like damn fast... n i haven had my holidays... dam it... had training jus now... leg sour.. thanks to zhangwen the lao da/coach... but i like it.. haha... cos its for my own gd..

watch a few movies recently... charlotte's web, night in the museum... but not as gd as i expected.. lol.. cos everyone say till like so nice.. den watch already dun feel tat its so fantastic.. lol... still think eragon is better... think the next movie to watch will be death note2... nv watch death note 1... lol.. later go in watch part 2 den dun understand anything...

jus now training discuss with president abt the new committee members etc etc... everything is quite ok.. starting to be sian of online games.. haha.. but dun play more sian =x... tmr probably doing project... at home... mori n yh should be coming around 1pm... if not they wont be coming le.. cos they now clubbing.. den mori say if they go home in the morning den no nid do project le..

wondering if not doing project den wad i will be doing

on 12:53 AM

Saturday, December 23, 2006

finally bamp is over! happy tat it was a success and also happy tat its finally over.. lol... 2 and a half days without much chance to talk to u was quite a challenge.. =x felt so gd to have dinner tgr with u just now.. hehe...

shall talk abt the camp..

Day 1:
reached KAP mcdonalds around 9am... cos share cab with rong de and daisy as we dun feel like taking bus...had our breakfast there... it was a bit screwed up as i smsed all GL to meet at 9.15am at mac... den my blur bamp GL partner, Amelia, woke up n saw its raining so she sms-ed jackey to meet in sch instead... zzz.z... so jackey went to sch.. n we was at mac... so we called jackey n asked if he reaching.. den we found out amelia told him no nid come mac... lol... nvm.. small problem nia... so in the end jackey came to mac n join us..

after tat we went to sch.. den had a briefing abt the camp schedule for the day... the campers had to meet at 12 noon... den at 11.30am like tat we go to canteen 1 n waited for the campers to come... at first when we went down i only saw one of my participant... after awhile one more came... den all the way till 12noon only got 2 campers out of 10... but i still quite sure tat those 9 campers who came on tues to help out with the group IDs and cheers will definitely turn up.. den at like 12.02 like tat i saw 2 more people came.. n more n more follow... haha... felt happy to see them come...

after tat brought them up to lvl 3 to put their bags n den brought them to sports hall to have their icebreaking session.. den after tat they had their break den had to learn campfire songs and plan for their performance during campfire.

after all tis we had dinner... dinner was a packet of nasi lemak.. haha.. not bad actually... taste quite ok... after tat they went for night treasure hunt.. quite gd... can see them bond as they play.. i think as a GL the best thing tat could happen is to see ur campers bond.. treasure hunt was fun... but i walk till leg very suan... haha... den after treasure hunt went to bath n bring the participants to exam hall n ZZZZZZZZ.... den we went for our debrief for day 1... after debrief i went to exam hall n slp too... startin felt quite warm... den after falling asleep.. my legs almost freeze... so cold la.... although the air con not on... zz...

Day 2
Morning woke up.. when i woke up my group already all wake up... lol... my grp so efficient.. so wash up etc etc den go canteen 1 makan... after tat bring them to sports complex for tele matches... suppose to have tele matches at the swimming pool.. but pool cant be used... first game my grp play was captain ball.. they won 9-3.. lol.. n they was losing 3-0 at first.. make us(GL) worried.. but so happy they won.. ha... den 2nd game they play was burst it... purpose was to burst the opponent balloon.. haha... tis time they lost... but i'm glad tat they show team spirit n fight till the very end.. job well done! after tat they play simon says... they drew with the opponent so the station masters ask them to cheer instead den decide who is the winner.. n we won as our cheer was quite solid.. haha....

den they went for lunch... after lunch they went for food fiesta! it was quite enjoying.. our grp went back to sch first... think we was very lucky... we waited less den 1min bus came.. almost every bus we want take also like tat..

den campfire... really enjoyed our grp performance.. the most entertaining i must say... =) shan't go into details.. cos getting a bit tired of typing here le.. haha... later type finish going to upload the pics n video of my grp onto my laptop first.. hehe..

Day3
today, musical chair.. our grp won! great job done by royston.. haha... biggest butt in BAMP.. lol.. jk.. but well done for doing kazoku proud! but today was also disappointing.. i had felt tat our grp was one of the best group in bamp... i felt tat we should have been in the top 3... however, the ranking arent impt when i see u guys bond so well and truly i can see u guys enjoyed urself.. kazoku, i m proud of u guys!! kazoku!!!! YEAHhhhhhhhhhhhhhh! =)

today i m reminded of something i felt quite emotional abt... which is during last yr baoc.. when i was a SC under jason..during debrief when jason told us(SCOS) abt his story in joining ba society, my eye already a bit wet le... i controlled myself... when it was my turn to say, i controlled myself too... i really respect jason a lot... i muz say he really gif 200% in being a sco during baoc tat time.. i still rmb the day, 2nd day of baoc.. he got high fever... n he still came although we told him to stay at home n rest... at that day, when i saw him walking into sch i felt tat jason is really very great... his sense of responsiblity was so great... i really learnt a lot from him... i shed tears when it was mori turn to say... i couldnt take it anymore... it reminds me of the moment when jason was announced as the BEST SCO last yr... we felt so proud of him... he truly deserve the respect we give him.. Jason u r the reason why i join SCO. really gd to have u as my boss again.. but tis time as my HRO =)

after break camp,
i called darling, at first ask her wan go have dinner tgr or not after i reached home n bath... she say dun wan den say wan me to rest.. but in the end still manage to convince her to meet up for dinner.. haha.. like 1 week nv see her... the feeling dam horrible.. amelia i noe u noe how it feels also rite.. haha.. tat's y i dun blame u for sms-ing n talking to morgan during bamp.. haha... anyway, gd job n had a gd time partnering u for bamp.. i'm sure u r proud of our kazoku also although they only manage to get best cheer..

getting tired n eyes dry le... pain... nth much to type also le... tata~

Best cheer:
We r here for zoku all the way (x2)
we r here for zoku (x2)
We r here for zoku all the way
yippi ya ya yippi yippi ya (slow)
ka kin la
yippi ya ya yippi yippi ya(fast)
some more!
yippi ya ya yippi yippi yaya yippi yippi ya ya yippi yippi ya(very fast)

on 9:53 PM

Thursday, December 21, 2006

this few days i'm really busy. sry tat i neglecting u...i seems like more busy den sch days... sighs... getting tired... but i'm looking forward for the camp which starts tmr... cos mainly busy cos of tis camp.. hope everything turn out well and hope tat the weather will be gd for the next 3 days... hmm.. nono.. should be 5 days... so everyone can have a enjoyable x'mas...

but i m even more looking forward to the end of Bamp also.. den i can see the person i wanna see.. the person i miss..

today had training, hurt my back.. hopefully its alrite..

u said: we have nth to talk to each other. (hurted)

hate tis feeling...

on 12:16 AM

Tuesday, December 19, 2006

how to describe how i feel now? i dunno.. jus feel very bad.. useless.. helpless.. n lost.. since u dun wan say anything n got nth to say.. i cant force u to talk also.. i hate tis feeling.

on 11:29 PM

Sunday, December 17, 2006

dunno wad to blog.. but have to blog if not people who visit my blog got nth to read.. lol... well.. now i dunno who exactly got come read my blog.. but i noe at least there's one..

ytd play maple till 2am+ den slp.. dunno y last nite like not slpy... haa.. sian man.. wake up only the rain so heavy... i prefer morning sunshine... but the rain so heavy... darling's bio textbk with me.. ><" tat day help her carry put in my bag.. den forgot return her... now she say wad should have put the homework inside also so i can help her do.. ZZZ... dun be so lazy la darling... u taking exam or i taking exam ><

ytd went back sch for society meeting... i dunno how to say... haa.. starting peifen a bit stern.. den the atmosphere so serious.. after tat we had lunch den everything so fun.. hahaha... everyone doing the IDs n having fun also.. i left ard 4.45pm to go marina bay meet my table tennis team mates for steamboat... den after steamboat go play billiard with benedict n jack... sian lo...first time play.. billiard table like 2.5times the size of pool... so big.. hard to aim sia... some more the ball smaller.. =.=

den came back home bath le chiong maple.. hahaha... now lvl 30 in the new world le.. muz chiong lvl 50 asap before jan the best.. hahaha... going maple le.. bye..

on 11:03 AM

Wednesday, December 13, 2006

i'm multi tasking now.. cooking otah... talking on phone and blogging..well.. i on phone with darling but she talking to her ah gong.. den i holding the phone like dunno wad... i now feeling very warm.. tat's y i talk like quite heated up..

otah is sort of the traditional food tat is pass down from my dad family.. last time used to be very famous.. but due to some reason they didnt carry on n sell the otah... both my dad n mom noe how to make.. so i m learning how to make from my mom now.. if i can learn successful i think next time i may set up otah biz.. lol.. overtake lee wee bros.. i quite interested in learning how to cook it.. hahaa

darling talk to her jie n ah gong talk so loud.. my ears going burst.. going back to check on my otah now.. later post the pic of the otah i cooked... hehe.. tmr last paper.. cma.. gd lucks ahead...

on 4:43 PM

Monday, December 11, 2006


A mini tart i brought.. brought 3.. lol.. intended to give to some one.. but din manage to get to see the someone.. =x so all the 3 tart in my stomach now..

went to amk library jus now to study... after finishing the topic 1 of fmgt.. i felt so bored till i decided to return.. aha... so i'm home now.. taking a break... den gonna start revising for my fmgt again.. sucks man.. the fmgt paper is in the afternn den blaw is next morning... meaning tmr i have very very little time to revise for my blaw... gotta chiong finish fmgt now asap.. den can revise blaw...

blaw is such a heavy topic.. zz.. so many things to remember.. so many case law... so many blah blah blah... wonder if i can finish everything or not... come to the worst tmr night no nid slp le.. but if i do tat i might fall asleep during the paper.. haha.. jk.. test where will fall asleep.. =x

now is mon... n thurs seems so out of reach... how i wish close my eyes n open again is thurs le... but cant.. gonna have test for the nxt 3 days.. sian man... gd luck to myself...

*i miss u darling*

on 1:57 PM

Saturday, December 09, 2006

had hrm common test today.. should i say its not very difficult.. easier den i expected.. hopefully can get above 15%/20% for tis paper ba.. which had to work out to be 37.5/50 for tis paper.. tues going to be fmgt.. den wed blaw.. den thurs cma.. ahh.. everything so cramped up.. stress man..

ytd almost lose control of myself.. lol... maybe i think too much ba.. nvm.. everything is back in place... now relaxing a bit.. later gonna start my revision for fmgt man... lots of calculation n formulas to rmb... sian... tmr n monday also muz mug... 3 papers in a row.. no rest in between the days... make me no more time to relax...

going to slack awhile more den go out study... probably meeting darling for dinner... dunno y i feel so energetic after the hrm paper... board bus although quite boring but i din fell asleep.. i alway fell asleep on bus... haha... morning on my way to sch i fell asleep though.. haha... too slpy le... slept 5 hrs only.. .. perhaps later i will be slping awhile before i revise..

nth else to blog le... take care everyone.. flu virus on the attack.. take more vitamin C and rest more!

on 11:59 AM

Thursday, December 07, 2006

long time nv blog le so here i m to blog again.. hmm... actually tdy wanna go out but dunno where to go.. so sian.. now i m at home playing games.. saturday first common test paper.. hrm if i din rmb wrongly.. hopefully i can pass? lol... i'm suppose to be studying but i'm playing hehe... tmr den chiong le... dunno y everytime test/exam coming i like to play game.. haha... maybe i'm jus trying to avoid the stress of studying.. i hate studying.. multi tasking now.. lol.. mapling while blogging.. playing in e new world den no mesos etc.. den nid rest n wait for my mp to be full again.. ahha.. so blogging in the mean time..

well.. ytd went to collect the new ivp jackets... quite cool... a lot better den last yr ivp jacket.. the quality n design is better den the previous one.. but den the colour scheme look similar to sp.. sian.zz.. but sp one is uglier =x

tmr going to nyp i think.. going there to witness the drawing of ivp fixture.. nv step into nyp b4.. haha... last time should have chosen nyp instead of np.. sort of regret coming to np.. although i made many new frens n gd buddies here.. i miss my sec sch frens.. haha... most of them went nyp.. n regret coming np also got a few other reasons.. 1 of it also becos its so far from hougang.. can only blame myself for be to naive in the past.. haha..

sian man... during jan the sch hall cant be use.. nid to go find other place for training.. ivp is like during jan or feb.. cant rmb.. jus now went back sch for the i&e project... the tutor wan meet us n tell us a few things n check on our progress... well.. went there like for less den 30mins den go off le... haha... quite sian..

ytd shuyu jie sms me ask me if wan go for the mayday,pin guan and dunno whose concert at indoor stadium or not.. well.. i was a bit lazy... so din wan to go partly also common test coming.. haha...

btw all SCOs & ASCOs who happen to be reading my blog pls pass SGD30.00 to either mori, jerel or me or the BA Society Jersey. the shirt would cost roughly ard 30.. remaining will be returned after the purchase.

dunno wad else to type le.. going back maple to chiong for the last day... tmr muz STUDY.. sat test.. come home muz STUDY.. sun going bai bai... den come home muz STUDY... monday wake up eat le muz STUDY.. tues go for test.. come back STUDY!! dam.. everyday STUDY.. lol... 2.5 more semester to go...

on 1:28 PM

Friday, December 01, 2006

i m so physically tired now... right shoulder quite pain.. guess i have over exert jus now during training... today last training... until common test over... after common test the 2 weeks break training will be on mon, wed and fri... 3 days a week.. well.. not a bad thing..

jus now finish training called darling.. but she kip reject my call.. zzzz... after tat she sms me say will call me back later... something happened to her.. but she dun wanna tell me...making me feel worried now.. although now is on fone with her.. but she's away from the phone.. zz.. haiz.. all i can do is to hope everything is fine..

common test starts on 9th dec... scary... today got back my cma test 1 paper... got 77.5/100 for the paper.. which is abt 15% out of 20% of the test weightage.. not too bad.. n not too gd... sian... alway like tat...

today play soccer... play awhile only... scored 1 goal... i think a bit tyco.. lol.. cos it's too nice to be true.. zz... with my back facing the goal i chest the ball n den turn n volley the ball in.. lol.. cant forget tis goal man... the most beautiful goal i have ever scored...

sian.. i dunno wad to blog also... my mind now is only thinking of wad happened to dar... y she dun wan tell me wad happened... sighs..

on 10:38 PM