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Wednesday, June 28, 2006

today is so tiring man.. finish class at 12.. den lunch.. den 1pm play soccer till abt 3pm.. so freaking tired.. n i think i get a bit sun burnt le.. hhaa.. den 5.30 went for training.. so tired.. den din really train also.. jus slack around.. wahhaha... den i think a suffering a bit of heatstroke too... havin headache now... actually din wan to come online.. come back home.. see my mum leave a slip of note saying: pls hang the clothes(in chinese)... den i ZzzZZzz... so came online while waiting for the washin machine to finish its job..

1 gd news today: it had been confirm tat me, mori and jerel will be SCOs and ASCO for the next BAOC.. cool huh.. haha.. think it would be very fun! but also tiring i guess.. but the fun will be worth it..

hmm... without u ard... feel so weird.. hope fri come soon... dun wan type le.. wan to rest liao.. take cares
on 11:47 PM

Monday, June 26, 2006

today finally sch reopen.. not really lookin forward for tis.. but well.. not much choices anyway.. hmm so.. well.. sch reopen.. quite sianZ. looking forward for training.. cos i haven train for few weeks le.. or 1 mth plus to be exact.. think rusty again liao... today got back AAA result for common test.. got 67.5/100 if i didnt remember wrongly.. not really wad i thought i would get.. but at least it's a pass.. tmr will be getting back OM paper.. hopefully will pass cos i think i made lots of mistakes.. well dun wan talk abt studies.. think le sian...

things are getting better from wad i see.. bbq at mork hse on sat was quite successful.. mori gd job in organising.. lol.. mork hse is so big! got no TV but got projector! damn.. watched the germany vs sweden in his hse.. damn nice.. screen so big.. lol.. den his hse got dart throwing area somemore.. nice sia.. anyhow throw also fun.. hahaha... den ard 6 we went to start fire.. >< mori ur charcoal power.. super hard to start.. took me, morgan and jason almost 1hour to make it suitable for bbq.. haha.. n we fan it like siao sia.. haha.. haven cook already sweat... den everyone start coming.. quite a fun day..

dun really have much to say.. hopefully gd things follow up ba..
on 10:52 PM

Saturday, June 24, 2006

Yesterday quite a mixed feelin day.. went to sch ard noon for Student Coordinator Officer interview... at first the Assistant SCO of my team was late n call him nv pick up.. tot screwed up liao.. den he called back n say he will be 10mins late.. den we call our boss Jason who is in charge of the interview to inform him. den he ask us call Tommy instead cos he not at the interviewing place yet.. so Tommy informed the next group to go up first.. den when it was our turn.. lol... everything is so funny.. we kept laughin thru the interview.. think high chances of getting in? cos we didnt act like kids like some other grp did. nevertheless i shall not embarrass these kids whom act like marvel heroes.. lol..

when i came home.. login maple.. n i realise there is free 2times experience.. omg..den i ask yinghui help me top up my acc cash so i can buy 24hours exp to make my exp become 4times.. n i leveled up 5 times ytd.. kinda fast.. lol.. today also have free 2x exp.. but den later going mork hse for bbq.. yea.. rainy day ahead i guess.. hopefully the bbq turn out fine..

last nite or rather midnight.. while playing maple.. hmm.. quite sad.. cos someone sms me something i dun wish to see.. maybe i m being too sensitive but den wad u type really made me felt like i m worthless..

ok.. i going out for breakfast... later come back chiong maple!
on 9:06 AM

Thursday, June 22, 2006

Recently i got "blessed" with a string of bad lucks and thing.. wonder wad went wrong.. i asked myself y things turn out tis way??? but i get no answer.. arent tis suppose to be a gd year for Rabbit?? pls let me have back the good luck.. i really nid it..

Yesterday went sch did project.. we didnt really did much did we? well.. but came home n finish up the report n sent to mork(Morgan) for him to edit n collate. Some time i really hate holidays.. got holiday like dun have like tat.. den wad for sia. arent tis suppose to be 2 weeks break?? 2 weeks break tat is filled up with 2 projects and 2 elearning to submit after the break. wad kind of break is tis? Another thing is that.. i hate to hate at home when having holiday.. 1 reason.. i'm at home i feel like a maid.. nid to vacuum mop floor.. hang clothes blah blah blah~ wonder if i'm their maid/son.. how i wish i could have a sister! damn..

Ytd after came from from sch i was slammed with lots of rubbish... dad phone spoil la.. ask me y like tis y like tat... den i told my bro i wan upgrade maxonline to get HP ipad.. den he ask me check with my singtel number got contract or not.. no contract change to starhub also den got free camera with ipad.. den both of them talk to me at the same time.. den i so confused.. den my kor ask upgrade the maxonline from $50+ to $70+ who pay... i say i pay the extra 20 lor.. den my mum cut in.. u pay u pay.. ur hp bill $100+ for 2 mths u pay wad..

den i felt so pissed yet sad.. cos i explode my bill she scold also i cant do anything.. den my kor say to my mom.. u noe y he will explode.. cos not he pay wad.. den i feel so fucking shit.. i ownself pay so many things u all noe ma? one day gimme $10 eat morning till night.. how much $ can i save? the $ i save just enough for me to watch a movie with fren or have a proper meal with frens occasionally.. wad more.. my cpf no money for insurance deduction.. i top up it myself from my bank.. now my bank left a pathetic amt of $11.. wt..F.. $11.. i cant believe i have so little $$.. i feel so shit..

just now tried to do AAA's elearning.. MYOB(Mind Your Own *fking* Business) the stupid instruction with pictures dun match with the program i have.. i think i m in deep shit.. tis 2 weeks break sucks.. really sucks..

i think if nth goes wrong after tis semester during the 6weeks break i will be going OCBC for attachment.. yea! no nid be maid.. so glad.. pls gimme good luck!!!! i hate being in all tis shit.. i feel so stressed... but i wont go down.. i will fight! i wanna be back the me few yrs back.. whom is fearless n confident.. i wonder where did all my confidence went to?? is it becos of the things i saw as i move on with my life.. things tat make me feel down to earth.. feel for realistic.. really wish i could get back tat confidence.. i have seen much of the world le.. it's tiring.. it wear out my confidence in life.. no matter wad.. i noe there's alway people who is ard to care n support me. so i will fight my way out of tis shit.

Fight Fight Fight!
on 1:50 PM

Wednesday, June 21, 2006

Look how much i paid for this weapon.. lol
on 10:18 AM


A screenshot i like most =)
on 10:10 AM


Finally found time to create tis new blog.. i'm such a lazy person.. haha.. this blog is use to write about myself.. wad's happening to me etc etc.. Started this so that those who shouldn't be reading my blog wont be reading.. ya.. holiday coming to an end.. and projects deadline nearer and nearer.. sian! nvm.. a bit stressed.. i more stressed tat i cant be lvl 70 before sch starts.. sucks.. hopefully i can find time to chiong! chiong! chiong! Going school later to do International Economics and Finance project.. sighs.. tough topic.. hopefully we can finish it today n i can slack slack slack!!
on 9:27 AM