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Sunday, August 06, 2006

ytd went for iDARE preglow(outing b4 the actual camp) at Sentosa, it was fun but very tired.. cos we was runnin all over sentosa... but i think i m lucky to be in a gd team.. as in we work well together n had lotsa fun.. get to noe a number of new frens..

ytd u had ur competition at tpy hdb hub, i planned to skip preglow to go there.. but it was u who dun wan me go n find u.. so i went to preglow.. i think maybe i m getting busier n busier each day tat i got no time for u.. i think i m making the same mistake again.. why is it alway like tis.. maybe i cant balance my commitments with r/s.. i dun even noe wad is our r/s.. are we frens, gd frens, in between frens n couple or wad.. u ask me r u granted to me.. of cos not.. why would i take time off n sms u n ask u abt ur competition.. n when i didnt receive ur sms.. u thought i didnt reply u.. perhaps i m weak in r/s.. i find myself quite naive.. we have nv met b4.. yet we are already havin so much problems.. i really doubt myself.. m i really such a capable guy whom i think of myself.. m i really tat nice? i seriously dunno.. i have problems with my frens too.. i also dunno y..

i dun wish tis to affect me.. exams are coming.. those who r reading dun have to worry abt me.. i have grown up.. i can handle such stress and pressure.. i will be fine..

on 1:09 PM