Wednesday, August 16, 2006
dunno wad's wrong with me today. study half way suddenly felt lonely.. haiz.. n start to feel slpy.. studied from ard 12pm to 3pm den feel slpy.. den came home n slp.. slp till 6 plus den wake up.. i m glad u finally tell me ur blog url.. at least now i noe how u felt? alway ask u den u dun wan say.. i m not someone who can really tell how u feel unless u say..
i wished u could be by my side.. but since u dun wan to be in r/s.. i wont force u.. all i can do is learn to adapt to the loneliness and wait for ur acceptance.. since i made the choice between u n her.. i will cherish u more den anyone else.
i'm lookin forward to the end of ur exams. i hope u wont change ur mind to go out with me by that time. was disappointed once on ur b'day.. hope there wont be a 2nd time..
looking forward to end of exams. yet i wish exams could be further away. i love myself yet i hate myself sometimes. i wan to study but i m lazy. i wan to play yet i would worry abt exams. we r so close yet so far apart. i hate to worry but i have to
if life could be better. there would be lesser suicide case
on 12:06 AM
