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Monday, March 19, 2007

long time din blog le.. cos quite busy..
recently everyday go back sch from mon to fri
so quite busy with the baoc preparation...
den today just met the new advisor for table tennis
gotta submit lotsa stuffs to her by this week.. sian..
stressful... trying to cope with everything...
sometimes i cant stand it den quite harsh to people around me..
especially darling. i'm sorry for being harsh to u..
i promise i will try to cope with everything n be better..

baoc getting nearer n nearer... 2weeks plus left...
hopefully can meet all the deadlines and things go smoothly..
sometimes i feel so tired sia.. to be frank now i'm praying tat v few year1 wan to join table tennis
den i can suggest to advisor to close table tennis.. wahaha.. =x
cos if no yr 1 come in n continue to no coach, i dun see the point in having this cca..
what for have a cca, hanging on a rope, wan to die dun wan die like tat..
i mean all gd players who wanna win sure go nyp/sp..
those who wan study come my sch.. since they wan study they dun join table tennis..
so np is like no reputation for tt.. like no point hanging onto it..
we want coach but sch policy is tat only can employ coach few weeks before ivp..
den wad's the point? few weeks can improve a lot? haha..
alrite.. how the sch function is not my prob.. all i noe is i got my cca pts..
at least got silver already.. so yr 3 can relax n study hard!
nid to spend more time on studying le... last sem gt 3.3.. quite an encouragement for myself.

sunday morning went to see a doctor... to check my skin..
doctor say it's superficious(wadever it's spelt) fungus.. prescibed medi for me..
he say the medi eat for 3 weeks.. den will be ok.. but the skin colour will take time to heal..
i knew it's not serious all along.. haha.. my mom make it sound so serious kip nagging.. zz..

i want:
-to learn to control my temper n be more patience.. =)
-to be a deem as a gd SCO for my SCs
-be a better person..
on 8:32 PM