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Monday, April 23, 2007

i guess it's time for me to stop n take a breath..
it's time to really sit down n think of my future..
i noe i had did something terribly bad recently.. but if i nv do it i will feel worse..
i cant face u if i were to take it tat nth had happen.. i noe wad i say now also wont make u feel any better.. all i can do now is apologise which i noe u wouldnt want any either...

i really nid a break myself also.. after so many things tat happen in such a short span of time, i nid a break.. i wanna rest... things happen the way i expected it to be.. the bad way.. should i say tis is one of the most interesting part of my life i had ever experienced.. ups and downs in such a short span of time.. being able to bring MA to be the best OG is one of the happiest/biggest thing i had achieved.. yet problems flood in after baoc.. i'm coping with it.. well.. i hope..

certain things tat happen disappoints me, but i can accept it.. cos i noe where i stand.. n as long as the one is happy it will be good enough already.. (peiwen, i not referring to u for not wanting to be sco, i absolutely respect ur decision. i talking abt other things..)

life now is pretty bland n simple.. everyday come home do tutorial, print notes for next day lecture.. go msn talk crap n slp.. weekend will probably be occupied by family n friends.. whom i had neglected for some time.. family is really impt.. friends too.. i really love my friends and family.. it's them who made me who i am today..

although life's tough now.. but i can manage.. dun worry abt me... if u noe me long enough u would noe i will forget all unhappiness as long as i wan to... take cares all my dear friends and family..
on 8:58 PM