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Tuesday, July 17, 2007

long time nv blog le... everthing is fine..
although life seems to be getting more n more busy
today polite has ended...
so far i guess tis is my worst polite ever?
i only won 1 match.. perhaps i had already lost my faith in playing?
today i play my worst match.. cos i din feel like playing at all?
i know i can win easily.. but i din wan to win? i dunno y either.. haha
i din noe wad i doing actually... jus had no mood to play...
its time for me to make a decision.. whether i shld continue..
i dun wanna let the team down.. but i had lost tat spirit of winning..
i shld say today wad i had done is a bad act of sportmanship..
if i were to rate myself for sportmanship i would probably give myself 6/10
haha... cos sometime my emotion would rule over my mind..
especially when i feel too hyped or too low mood...
if i were to continue, i noe i will train very hard..
cos i dun wanna regret after i grad..
i think i shld continue.. guess i will have to put in 100% for training le ba..
have to be serious le.. i probably will train my juniors more...
especially the girls team.. cos i can see the potential in them...
the only motivation for me to stay in the team is my juniors..
cos i think its my duty to help them improve...

society work are getting more n more busy..
sometimes i feel quite stress juggling with all the work
but i noe i chose tis path myself.. n i have to face it...
esporte is coming soon n i will have to work hard...
i think i will devote all my time for the next few days for esporte..
cos i noe i did very little actually.. time to make up for them...
project deadlines are drawing near and all things jus seems to come tgr...
hope i can handle... n i hope esporte will be a big success..

thank u laopo for coming down today... trouble u to travel ard...
n im glad i finally can put on the ring for u..
tat makes us more like husband n wife =x hehe
i love u laopo.. looking forward to our future.. muacks for u..
on 11:38 PM