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Monday, August 10, 2009

some times i just dun understand why people pay for their education and dun wan to go and be educated. there are many in this world who wanna study but cant afford the cost or due to other restrictions. i think if anyone who had chosen to study should study diligently and work hard. and since having chosen this path, no matter how tough it is also dun give up.. sometimes it can be tiring/daunting/disappointing/discouraging, but it just depends on u yourself to persevere towards the end.

due to various problems, i dont think i will be able to start my part time studies in jan 2010, it's kind of disappointing. regret is a very simple word but can be filled with plenty of emotions. this simple word can describe on my past. live life without any regrets, is that possible? i think it is if one can be sure of whatever he is doing. being sure is not enough.. is being rational on each n every decision he/she makes. slacking in poly is certainly not a rational thing i did. n regret is the word i have in mind.

seeing my friends getting in unis, be it govt or private, i feel of envious of them. a degree definitely has more depth den diploma which has an indirect impact on an individual, higher educational level does not 100% guarantee anyone success but to a certain degree, it does affect how well u will get paid for the same job and how knowledgeable one can be.

after reading the book 'The Difference' by Jean Chatzky. i think it had broaden my thinking about many different aspect in life.. the majority of this book guide individuals to attaining wealth which is useful. however, certain parts of the book also guide inidividuals to be different; like wad the title says. it has motivating case studies, and it makes me think deeper into my life. what goal do i have in the past? none. but after reading the book. i have my goal. and having a goal is not enough. its the things u do to attain it that is impt. which is absolutely true.

its also this book that teaches me to be optimistic, although i think i m already v optimistic.. lol.. but optimistic in taking notice of little good things that happened in life is not wad i have done before.. as little things often when by un-noticed. whoever is reading this, i would encourage u to jot down the little things tat happened to u at the end of each day.. by doing so u will realise actually many things around us are actually things tat actually happen around us everyday but we dun notice it. simple things like a home-cooked meal from ur parent can be something people often overlook, a simple greeting from ur fren, a breeze just when u r feeling warm, the birds chirping in the morning, n many more.. life would be more beautiful if u take time to appreciate it.

good things that happened today:
- free newpaper at my doorstep this morning
- safe trip while driving
- super short nap while waiting my mom to vacuum the floor then i can mop
- the company of my gf
- watched hangover
- gf decided to go lesson
- 9km+- in 50mins, run with my bro
- simple dinner at home
- relaxing time now
- love holidays
on 8:53 PM