Monday, November 02, 2009
haven blogged for so long.. had been really lazy i muz admit..
dad had been thru his op n he's fine so far.. his health has improved
but some things stays the same.. i dunno y...
y is it u have to use me as a middle person between u two?
is it so hard to say wad u wan personally? y muz kip ask me pass msg?
y muz call me jus to ask questions abt him? y?
im so stuck in between.. bullets flying all over above my head.. n that is giving me pressure..
life has been very monotonous.. im so tired...
everyday jus passes as though nth had happened..
i feel so empty.. im glad i have frens tat can bring smiles to my face..
im glad i have a gf who can stand my temper.. be it whether im wrong or not..
i jus miss the good old days.. but life gotta move on..
i have a goal.. i wanna pursue a degree.. but think it wont happen anytime soon..
i think i really wasted my poly education.. i have a diploma.. but a gpa of 2.8 is bullshit diploma..
i regret y i din heed the advice of people whom had told me to study hard..
now only can think of how good it would be if i can get into uni....
im full opf envy those who made it.. but i can only blame myself so being a big slacker in poly..
i promise myself if i can pursue my degree, i will work a million times harder den i did in poly..
i promise myself i will make life easier for my kids in future..
its never too late to work hard i hope.
on 8:11 PM
